May 31 2009
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Oh yeah and some other stuff happened in my life too.
Like for example, I totally failed my Chinese exam.
Frick, that shit was hard. I guessed like half the things on the exam. I guess it’s because I didn’t really study. I mean, I could’ve but it’s this thing with Chinese school. Every time I try to study I just feel angry that I have to be there in the first place, because I hate it so much. So I don’t try. Because it’s not important. And I know that sometime down the road I’m probably going to regret this, but I don’t care. What matters is that right now, I’m suffering because it’s not always about the future. It’s about right now, and right now I really hate Chinese school.
Oh, and in other news, I think I tore a muscle in my leg. This is really concerning because it’s been like two weeks and it still hasn’t shown any sign of healing. And I know what you’re all thinking: “GO TO THE DOCTOR’S DAMMIT. You live in freaking Canada.” And yes, I probably should go to the doctor’s. But I have this irrational fear of going to the doctor’s, like if I go they’ll give me a prognosis I’m not going to be able to stomach or whatever. I’m scared.
Also, I got a free Starbucks drink for filling out a survey. The things I’d do for free Starbucks :)
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“ I shouldn’t be lonely in this big old world.
— Kiss A Girl, Keith Urban
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“ You’ll never be ready if you keep waiting for the perfect time to come.
— Never Be Ready by Mat Kearney
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“ For what it’s worth, it was worth all the while.
— Time of Your Life by Green Day
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“ My beating heart belongs to you.
— Last Night on Earth by Green Day
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“ Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.
— Ashley Smith (via littlemiss)
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